Thursday, June 19, 2025

Sipra's Diary. :[ rep] In memory of mother's "MEMENTO MORI"June 19/2025

 

Now I seldom write about my family in diary ; as  many of my close to  heart are passed  away. I don't know how far I am in the waiting list ! 

I came to  know  from my mom something which seemed to be queer and thoughtful  to me in her last time in the hospital bed.

Reaching to the hospital I heard the hard truth from the doctor. It was detected that  my  mother was in the last stage of cancer with limited days. 

.......My mother was wise enough to realize it.  

The room was silent . The attendant was sitting near the  balcony .

Mother with closed  eyes murmured ,

' It is a great lie to think death is welcome by any person ; we all want to live longer, even when death knocks or  blow  whistle!"

......So does my mom  longed for living when she was sure to die?  My mom...so wise ...so cool and calm!                 Yet she realizes  that she  longs for.............................   

.....Those words  ring again and again in my mind. ....the 'Truth' from my mom...

Did any of her children ask about her last wish ?... before  the last days?


        "O Time, please allow me some  moments

          I need yet to finish the due: some urgent :

         To share little pleasure and pain for  my dear one...

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