Thursday, December 4, 2025

Sipra's Diary: From. ( MEMOIR) Dec//2025

21th April 2025,

Colonnadebuilding.

I heard something surprising to me  that  king cobra stops eating anything two months before death. It stays inside its hole . Some other living beings also follow the same rule. I was surprised to think how the lower specie get themselves ready for death while human can't !  

 Is 'instinct' in lower specie is more powerful than 'intelligence' of human specie?

Many times I don't feel hungr . Yet I used to run breakfast,lunch, dinner as a  routine before taking medicines. But last two weeks I take 1 piece bread with tea and one table spoon cornflakes with half cup milk and feel heavy till the evening .Remembering  about the nature of  king cobra I ask myself 'is it indicating that my end of life is nearing ? 

But I was neither worried nor afraid for death!  Instead a little curious and courageous in my own room to face death without any pain , disease or surgery. 

Then I remembered the last words of my mother in the hospital before a weak of her death:

Lying on the bed with closed eyes my mother said with calm voice,


    "You know, it is a great lie that even a wretched  human  is           'ready to die' ; all human cling to life!


So my present thought about death is no doubt fake.

In last 20 years I have faced similar thought about fake death!

I remembered .............

[*Mrs Kripalni passed away on this day in Mumbai in theSUBIDHAhospital]15 years ago!. .....15 years!

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