Tuesday, September 1, 2026

Sipra's diary: [2026 ] "Reverted Pyramid"

  

                                        Reverted Pyramid

 A  Pyramid  form of society in ancient time was better than the  transformation  of “revert”  form of society !   Democracy is pushing towards that impractical imaginary dystopian future !‘

 “we are all kings” can be sung with profuse emotion but doesn’t work   well .                    

in practical life .

 

 If we think   society  as a living entity ,  head comes on the top and never at the bottom !

Bats!  

Poor bats; outlawed   bats!  I wonder why   Nature  is so cruel to punish them   to stay  by dangling heads downwards ;   is it for breathing  ?

 ……When human babies are born , the nurse  hold their feet  upwards ,like bats until they cry …[  may be breathing also ] !

 

In developed country  the society tends towards reverted form of pyramid !

 

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Monday, August 31, 2026

Sipra's Diary : [ Aug,2026] Confusion With Humanity

 

  Confusion with Humanity.


"Where to  put  PUTIN  ?"

Asked the rebel leader of Ukraine;

 Shouted the enraged mass, 

"Burry him under the deepest mine!"

"For   human  he is a real  object of  contempt and danger .

If he  explodes  like dynamite to destroy our dwelling?”

Then, "Let him throw to the fire of volcano to turn

 Into grey ashes!"

 " But that may  cause also  air pollution!

Besides, settling down of   ashes  on   the  ground 

Is also poison for the  living   world   around;"…

"The best solution is to drown him under the ocean";.

'Alas!  he may suck the ocean with wholesome  aqua being !'.

 --Vomited  the  panicky people of Ukraine .

" Oh, Lots of problems hover with him 

    Everywhere  on earth , ocean and heaven;  

Let us search internet to consult   specialists  for  suggestion!"

The uprooted mob shouted, 

"we want tooth for tooth , thorn for thorn

This is the  eternal norm";

'That's totally wrong !"…( thunder roars ):  in  a pitch of baritone!

Instantly the blue sky was shrouded with black cloud and a message 

with lightening appeared :

"Extract and crush first the "ISM" from Putin;

Who will detect how many future Putins are larking to spread wings!

Can the alchemy of 'ISM' be implanted  into the  heart  of  global love ?

Then only a   new  sun of  peace-loving  world   can emerge 

All-embracing universal fraternity to surge!

By erasing  all  pervading enmity  throughout the earth !

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Sunday, August 30, 2026

Sipra's Diary :Aug- 2026>. "Boom & Bloom".

                  BLOOM    .....[.rejected in Florida OPAP]

Can you infer how far is boom from bloom ?

Only two steps forward   may cause a doom

If only 'L' comes  to be added one stop with boom ! 

Both of them burst forth in their own way:

One sparks smoke and fire, while the other 

Spreads message by fragrance in the air.

Presence of ‘L’ adds love and beauty

So bloom is welcomed by everybody. 

 

If essence of love is blended with ‘boom’

What fun will play the metal weapon?

Imagine!  By pulling pressure on each trigger 

Boquet of flowers will shower in place of bullets,

Daffodil , cherry blossom, tulip or blue bonnet;

 

                            Imagine!............

 At the end of day battlefield will be a bed of petals,

Instead of stained corpses  or  wounded  mortal  fatals !

Will the team of Romeo Juliet be seen in the evening 

Out of grave  crowding  for delayed honeymoon?

Who can initiate the marriage of boom with bloom?

 

Only the poets can think such absurd ….

As the ‘poetic License’ allows to defy the real world 

Feeding on   abundant  freedom of fantasy!

                          Wow!!

Why fantasy never turns itself into  reality?...........

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...War is now sprawling throughout the globe ;  sprawling its black wings ;   Ukraine , Iran . Pakistan,  Bangladesh, one by one ,  a game of 'break ups '  & momentary selfish 'ally'  .........

Suddenly I found this poem of mine :  perhaps written when  the news of Ukraine  bombing  created turmoil in my mind ..........     






Saturday, August 29, 2026

Sipra's Diary:AUG>, 2026-"LETTING GO"...............

 SHEDDING// LETTING GO. Sipra Roy. W500

The entire creation of earth, both animate and inanimate goes hand in hand in harmony with nature, except the human specie. It flows with the nature, accepting its different seasons whether rough or friendly. In the rainy season plants grow green leaves but shed them in winter to give way to the spring for welcoming new life. They fight only for their own survival but never try to supersede nature’s
law, which they obey coherently.

Is there any specific season of "emotional shedding' for human? Certainly not; though we wait eagerly to enjoy and to appreciate each year the beauty of shedding leaves that happen in autumn but we are the last creature to apply or to follow that principle. 

Most of us suffer from emotional maladies for losing the wisdom of sacrificing or "shedding"; Human emotion contains some adhesive content. It delivers twin products of both positive and negative feeling such as: love and hate, joy and sorrow, loss and gain, weak and strong, Jealousy and pride, attachment and detachment and so on. ...

Tide of positive emotion charges energy to surge new enthusiasm which is good not only for own sake but also effective for the entire environment. But when it is negative, then emotional typhoon ransacks the life of the person who is victim; Often it lingers for a long time and creates mental, physical, relational and also social problems .It gives stress, depression and may even end in suicide . In modern time, the rich and upper middle class, globally, suffer in a realm of emotional haze and mist. This is why we see psychotherapists and yoga schools mushroomi around the globe, specially among rich countries and wealthier people.

Surprisingly, 'shedding" happens to human specie when things go wrong with them, when life flutters in negativity! The best creativity in arts and literature flourish at saddest moments, in painful situation when mind is torn by failure and sadness. Any of the famous epics is created out of pain and tragedy:

"Our sweetest memories are those that tell of saddest stories".

The achievements along with frustration of Jackson Pollock, Sylvia Plath, Anne sexton and many others stand as burning examples. 

Human should learn from nature's environment how to flow consistently with nature. Fear of unknowable future, anxiety of insecurity and dishonoring nature as Super power have created this distance; we are cocooned in them like silk worm; fear of death ,fear of various diseases come one after another like unstoppable waves; they hold us to be carefree. 

This is the plight as well as the price of becoming human specie as superior being; this is the universal Story of each and everyone of us , you and me! 

In contrast with the rest species of nature it is hard for us to surrender at the alter of "letting go"! To quote my own poem:

"While mind is crazy and heart howls,page1image32448960 page1image32441088

Let me hold and possess what I wish

How can I sing along, 'let it be! let it be!".....................

                               Alas,   John Lenon!!

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Friday, August 28, 2026

Sipra's Diary : [2026] IN SEARCH OF HARMONY......

 

IN SEARCH  OF HARMONY. :    Sipra Roy                  Words =468 // 

 

" Rousseau said Man is a social animal".  It was between 1740/1750.

But the famous biologist Darwin held different view. Charles Darwin was born in 1809 and died in 1882. He was an evolutionary scientist .He  marveled the world with his theory, "Survival of the fittest " which is still reigning .

The question raised  storm  to find out who are the fittest! How to judge or count down the fittest?  Darwin explained what he meant by fittest. Fittest are those who  adapted  themselves to the environment ."Fittest "are not those who are biggest or strongest, but the "ability to adapt with the environment" . The dinosaurs could not survive as they failed to adapt due to their  huge  size and weight of the  body  in spite of being  largest  and most powerful, while frog and cockroaches still survived more than last 600 million years . 

Like dinosaurs many other biggest and strongest creatures extinct for lack of adaptation.

If man is a social animal then why  there are so many wars, commotions   competitions  of power  happening throughout the ages in this  world ? Man tended to be social only for self interest otherwise they are most  power-hungry among all living creatures..

 

The essence of humanity is a genetic terrorist which efficiently superimposes  the weaker links. Life is not at all sharing , caring or  interdependence,  as we always try to  portrait , pretend or preach .

 

 Life is about winning; Based on the principle of "Eat or to be eaten".  It is true in our everyday  individual life , domestic life , community life , social, political financial  every sphere.  That's why we have to put so much 'Philanthropic ' effort to keep us united with   (somewhat Mythical!) bond of love!

Though record of romantic relationship existed  abundantly for centuries  in  art, history or literature  over the universe from the age of Adam- Eve but in  popular entertainment, relationships are often portrayed as a war between two sexes . Main objective of marital relationship is to exercise control over the use of money or children. Divorce is a device or weapon which gives each side more autonomy which makes marital conflict more complex. Women's freedom or divorce is social scar; though  ‘divorce’ was introduced with the intention of welfare for family life.  

 

Feminism and the introduction of birth control pill have  radically changed ( demolished! ) the social structure .Still the distribution of 'controlling power' between two genders has not been settled yet ; society still has to make progress before there is truly equal distribution  of power in relationship.     

Sri Aurobindo  said, all conflicts  and confusions in human life are due to the lack of harmony. The possibility of  harmony in the world may come  only if the 'Unity in diversity' is unanimously accepted  among  human society!

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Wednesday, August 19, 2026

Sipra's Diary : ALADIN'SLAMP. vs MEMORY-BOX; Digital Time Capsule; Challenging time - Covid-19

 (1)                    ALADIN'S LAMP vs MEMORY-BOX

                                               Words ---877
We are fortunate enough to get in a touch of the beginning of the digital age. we are privileged more than the G-Zero generation in the sense that we know both the rise and fall of the old traditional ways of life and observed the change that the new wave has brought at present time. 

The most fantastic thing to me is that the digital age has opened the golden gate of the entire empire of knowledge; unlimited access to the field of knowledge, not just the privileged elite but for all.;

Good or bad, whatever might be, the democratization of knowledge, like a lawn-mower, has made us all quasi-elite by providing equal opportunities. We don't need to waste a lot of time searching or beating the bush. Now we have 'Aladdin's lamp on our palm; just open  the fist and with a single click one can grip unlimited blessings of Apollo or Athena as you wish.


The 
evolutionary theory says as we developed and shifted to advanced habitat and started to use our limbs as hand and feet, then we lose our tail; it became obsolete because it was of no use.
What is easily earned, is also easily lost; if it is true, then next generation after the  G-Zero will surely 
lose the memory-box in the brain. It has already becoming weak and  feeble.


To keep  aside the future let us think about the present moment. The good thing to consider of is that common people have achieved the freedom to express their voices. But this freedom is devaluing the standard of literature. Secondly, 'online publishing' is opening the 'free  plagiarism’ which will deprive and frustrate the genuine writers. They may switch off themselves from the 'Online' publication' It is a herculean job to scan or detect the original works from the fake or copying.


We need to learn lessons from Nature:
Looking at Nature we can see the growth of weeds in the field is undesirable for the nutrition of the plants or crops.
A plant becomes weak and weaker when parasites grow in it because parasites consume most of the minerals and water from the soil. 

So in course of time, the academic field will lose product from the genuine talent in the future for the quasi-elite who may capture the role of the parasite. 

It (academic field) is gradually being occupied by mushrooming weeds and parasites.
How many Socrates, Shakespeare, Homer, Plato or Aristotle were  born since the last two centuries? 

Charles Darwin has been famous for his Theory of Evolution and Origin of species without spending huge fund of the government. Digital age broadened the scope of 'quantitative progress' but not of qualitative improvement.


In 2015, I wrote an article related to the Marathon Day. It was about the contrast between two phases of the physical body: juxtaposing vibrant youth in the event of a glorious Marathon in one hand and miserable senility of ageing on the other hand. I posted it on the @Twitter contest with the title: "City vs City."


Two years later, E-mails of guideline for healthy ageing were coming regularly to me under the title of 'PBS- Two Cities' and 'Next Avenue' which was very similar to my 'city vs city'! I used to take a glance in the beginning, as the newsletter contained good tips for the seniors and also (mainly) because I have my weakness with PBS. 

Later on, I felt that article had  no relation with the PBS channel. Might be merely a freelance writer; but I don't remember the name now.
Then I checked my blog page. It was less than a full-page article  with a title as "Can you take my life?" an old lady was screaming in such a shrilled voice that pierced my ears amidst the joyous noises of the Marathon crowd.
It touched me so much that I released myself by writing about that  before I went to bed .
 I worked hard to express the total 'theme' within limited words (i.e 119words/or something), required for the entry in the contest. And the same article was given the title, "City vs City". The title was so authentic and genuinely suited to the 'theme' that I can not but pat myself. At late midnight I went to bed self-satisfied (which is very rare!) 

I did not win the contest  which made me disappointed. But someone using my 'idea', my brainchild as her own and making benefit hurt me more.
 I don't know who were the judges and what 'are' the criteria of judging but from my experiences of being the judge myself in several events in India, I guess that not the 'quality of writing' is valued but there is “something else”!


From then I try to resist myself  from publishing 'anything online', whatever seems  to be precious and as my genuine  intellectual property,--- at least to me,  & for me ! 

But I feel I am doing harm to myself by blocking, by building a dam to the natural flow of ideas. Nature of ideas is to flick away  quickly; I often lost them unless I captivate them in digital print or pen and paper. The motivation for writing energy dims or spoilt very much when ideas become fugitive. Net productivity often ends in frustration.

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 2). DIGITAL TIME CAPSULE  ………………Words--459

We passed over the cursed year of 2020 wrapped under the uncomfortable comforter of pandemic fever. We were   struggling and running with many existing problems such as global warming ,climate pollution,  ice-melting, immigration issues racism, demographic change etc; finally unprecedented Tsunami of covid-19 stroke and shook the global plinth with  fear , insecurity , uncertainty  and morbid psychosis . Though the problem was global but  its impact was too grave to count on for America. Because 2020 was the year of presidential election. 

Suspension continued to its pinnacle starting from March onward with more and more increasing number of deaths, creating more misfortune and panic. America though awkward and awfully unprepared in the beginning with number of deaths and shortage of medical appliances still handled the problem efficiently: both external problems of finance, food,  job, education and simultaneously internal flow of  emotional tide. Internet performed an enormous philanthropic job at this stage of crucial time; Zoom has crafted  with great care the fissure of social distances by arranging various activities and entertainments.                                                                                        It saved the society from being crippled in isolation or depression. Man and machine had never been so friendly to combat with joint effort to barricade the bio-warfare. 

 Perhaps this pandemic will change our perceptions as well as our vision about digital age and AI. Overflowing human love and empathy surged over the distress of pandemic- morphia when the New Yorkers wished with reverence and gratitude in their chorus voices in every evening at 7: PM,   "Thank you" and "Long Live!" for the essential social workers. 

2020 will be marked as epochal year in the history of this millennium.



The message I wished  to  convey is : Any change whether good or bad is inevitable truth on this ephemeral earth; Change is the driving force of time .We must take lesson from time, from nature ;it is worthy for us to accept and abide by the unwritten laws of Nature &Time .During Covid -19 I wrote lots of pieces that sprouted in my mind.I will finish with. the last stanza of  one of my poems   related to the topic; The title is :---


        CHALLENGING TIME &  COVID -19

'During the peak of pandemic, the new green leaves 

Of the spring cherished the message of bliss,

To regain lost courage ,hope and dream!

Human race campaigned four billion years

With many more lethal viruses, but didn't extinguished;

(As did many other species like dinosaurs )

He still reigns over the universe,

Then  why should we be anxious ?

Time leaps over the heaps  of corpses

As if, passing over bough of cherry blossoms!

Can't we be get rid of worries and fears of virus?

Chariot of Time will carry us defying all obstacles.. 

Tuesday, August 18, 2026

Sipra Roy: EXCERPT from the novel "COVID-COMPLEX"..

                                    Chap –(3)   w>3427    page- 9

   The three corporate women of  renowned Invest bank  were discussing among themselves in conference call about the same topic: awakening up from pandemic hibernation  after  18 months . 

Wendy:" Hey Jolina, what's up? I expected call from you since I have heard that we have  to physically present to our work place from July and it is the last week of June and. surprisingly no reaction from you!" Jolina:  "Yes, I  am mentally  preparing myself to restart but  this  pandemic  period kept me busy to settle  a big   family problem which I haven't  yet  shared with you."

Wendy :"family problem? nothing new ; like tooth brings tooth problem so where there is family ,there is problem ."Absense"  of problem  in family is actually  a real problem !"Wendy laughed in her own humor.

Jolina: " It's not a joke ,Wendy !" 

Wendy was touched by the serious voice. "I am sorry! Tell me what happened ? How can I help you ?"

Jolina :  "Nobody can help now;  ... you know Jacob went  Germany  six months ago  to his grandma  following after  a nasty quarrel  between us;  marital quarrel is not anything new; but he has filed a divorce case against  me in  New York court ; I received mail from the court.   I have no intention to surrender to a  shameless(!..as you all know) creature like him though  I was not  mentally prepared  for taking  divorce   right at this moment. My twin children  have just taken admission in college .They are now at home ;they will go to hostel from  September .So I am thinking how to manage three different matters   simultaneously: leaving my children to hostel, restarting the office and finalizing divorce  in court. I get no moral support from my Jewish parent.It was my fault that I kept it secret  to them about his story of scandal with his lady assistant, to  save   my own prestige... They assume me as  guilty; they think I should have more tolerance and capability to adjust .This is so annoying !"

Linda was listening silently so long .Breaking silence she consoled Jolina by  suggesting ," I think job is the most important issue for you right now .You need to go only two or three days in the office and  the rest of the days, from home.You will be free from cooking and other  responsibility of children from September as they are going to hostel . These teen agers are little monsters;  always too  hungry to satisfy their appetite ! 

...And ,and .. what's the necessity of a husband for a middle-aged  corporate  woman, umm?.. This is the best  time to take divorce. You have had a golden  opportunity  at right time. Let us plan how to celebrate your 'divorce 'pompously ' after  getting the  vaccine!O.k.?

Cheer up ,baby! " 

Then she cleared her throat by coughing and continued in lower voice ,"If you still feel  lonely  or um,.. tickling, I can give you a link of a set of  top-notch quasi-husband-partner who are different from 'tinder love' or 'just for' etc; All of them are not mere bed-bugs  ; many of them are intellectuals like renowned lawyers, politicians, doctors, bankers, hedge fund-owners , journalists, corporate CEOs; they want  to  spend quality-time, a companionship from opposite sex of likeminded people ; Most of these  upper class middle aged people suffered from stress, loneliness and different type of psychological maladies. So they seek momentary relief and joy which is not confined strictly to physical pleasure.

There was so much enthusiasm in Linda's voice that  Jolina felt  boosting up and light at heart ; 

 Jolina: " Linda, you can start "counseling ' as your side business." 

Linda: Many of my friends suggested the same  before  you...

 Hmm, so  after the  successful divorce , don't deprive me  to have  my counselling fees , ok?"

Wendy:

"Linda ,why have you never mentioned about this high-profile set of male partners  to me? Do you know I am a tan-virgin at late thirties,  a  rare specimen in New York! The juniors in my office discussed about me in my back as lesbians  as they saw me always with women; I heard the rumor . I just hate same-sex relationship. I would've guillotined all the LGBTs  if I had the power of a dictator and then  happily become a martyr. I adore Trump for he also  had     contempt  for LGBT...My feature and figure both resemble very much masculine, having microscopic  view of feminine curve ! Moreover all my close friends are women ! I changed my boy-cut hairstyle to  feathers-cut longer hair and now I must move  with male partners to wipe out the stain  from the perverted perception of people ; 

By the way ,do you have the name of Mayor Cuomo. in the list ? I want to contact him only in the phone, not more than that;  I am enchanted with his speech." 

They all began to laugh.

Linda : How can I know your  need? You always seem to me as self-confident and miniature of Narcicous  typed person.Yes I will give you contact  ...It is almost like a confidential  high profiled  club with  expensive charge for  membership ;  it has both male and female  members;  May be LGBTs are also allowed ;  and why not! when they are accepted both socially and judicially?  There is every chance to be kicked out from there if hatred against them is reflected in anyone's behaviour ....

.Cuomo? Dont you know that there are heap of #Me too'against him? 

Wendy :" I don't believe it at all ! That's out of jealousy against his popularity; as hero of Covid-19  he won the heart  and confidence of not only women but of  the Americans as a whole... I don't know why '#Me too'makes me more interested in him."

All gave loud lough .

Wendy :  "I'm just joking ;After all we are all  shrewd and powerful corporate women : fish of deep level ocean who crave  for casino more than any Cuomo ;  If needed we can create  partner out of our  body like fish and then discard, or consume like spider on the day of very honeymoon. In near future the era of' '#me too'  will cringe from women to the  sheepish male folk, I can guarantee !  

 Women and women ! No male, no LGBT ;   this world will be reigned. by the women ,for the women and of the women.!  Singularity will survive as only gender !  I will be the path-breaking first  producer of super duper spider-woman"

Linda:"  Bravo! Clap ,clap , cheers for Wendy!"

Jolina: Wendy is too  much excited  in feminism without   any Red Bull.  I don't know what tumult be stirred  in her blood  once those exotic drinks sipped  in to the gut  /(stomach)!   

Wendy : I'm fine ;  she  suggested cheerfully ,"let us  now knock Miranda ."