Wednesday, February 25, 2026

Sipra's Diary: "Even The Tiny Worm!"

 

       EVEN  THE TINY WORM .

Relaxing under the shower of washroom

 I casually glanced a tiny worm –of -centimeter 

Moving by the sidewall slowly, 

Like a well-fed gentleman

Taking  afternoon walk  in the  spring season.


Neither head nor tail could be identified from its body; 

But I  guessed its head by  the direction 

It was proceeding.

Within few moments  I recognized the worm--

 

I saw it in60 minutes of TV show :

Their habitat two hundred miles deep

In African goldmines 

Where the scientists flocked, not for gold brick,

But to collect from the layers of the mines 

This specific specie

Who survived more than five thousand years, 

without air, water or sunlight! 

The scientists were captivated 

while collecting the sample of worms 

From the wall of mines   and wondering:

How do they proliferate without food air or sunlight!


The worm  may 'proliferate! startled me: 

 'so I must kill it. 

All on a sudden like a marathon participant 

It darted and vanished;

Somewhere in the thread-like line 

Between floor and the wall! 

 

I was bewildered :

How the message of my perilous thought 

Was received by the tiny specie? 

 We are covered in the atmosphere

 Under "One Consciousness",- truly matters !


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Tuesday, February 24, 2026

spires diary: " Giving Vs Receiving ."

  

GIVING// RECEIVING: 

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Giving and receiving are reciprocal;  They work together.Both have powerful impact on relationship,  In order to.  give there must  be  receiver. Giving is about outflow while' receiving 

is about.  inflow. Most important  thing  is the  intention    behind it.

Spending money for   others. or giving in charity. or any service  to needy one  without   hoping to   get.    back. broadens     the heart and fills with celestial.  joy.  

The Bible said  it is more blessed to give than   to receive.   Sometimes  giving makes one proud      which spoils the.  essence of giving ;  It   should be   benign and humble.

 

Receiving   gratefully   any gift whether it be material gift or compliment or. prayer   make the giver joy , satisfaction ,  and inspiration.  We can wish silently   happiness laughter and peace to every one we meet  on earth.


Giving becomes great and adorable when it is without expectation .  For example. in our everyday life we see   the sun gives heat and light ,  air   supplies  oxygen for human and 

 

 carbon-di oxcide to plants  .  Rain ,rivers  and water-falls keep  the  world alive.  The blue sky in the high , green grass. under our feet ,the birds  bees the whole eco-system  ,  are free gift 

from nature .

But among  most  people., savage or civilized ,   it.  has been a matter of exchange   between giving  and receiving .ie. receiver always  feel obligation   until.  turns  back;   similarly givers also  expect  to get back   So sometimes  this   custom   in society becomes stressful.

I believe strongly the old  adage that  'giving' is more powerful than 'receiving'   and it brings  joy.

UNESCO holds the view   that mission of   gifts started   to empower charities and their supporters. 

 

In Hindu MYthology there is a story that all.   Deities ,   Demons   and.   Human   went to the   supreme Lord Shiva   to    ASK WHAT IS  THE BEST. service  to do on earth .  SHIVA.  was in 

meditation. keeping the waiting for a long period .  AT last SHIVA opened His eyes for minutes Narad to see them waiting asked   the reason of their coming to Him.   SHIVA REMAINED SILENT  FOR FEW SECONDS  and  uttered    a single   syllable in. sanskrit.   which sounds. like :-    

                                            "DA"

 "THE"and absobed again in deep meditation.

The Deities  took the meaning  "DA" as=  DOYA  which means           [KINDNESS].

 The     Demon  took it as        "DOMON"=.           [  REPRESS]

The   Human  understans it as  "  DAN"=.              GIVING.

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Sipra's Diary : What do you mean by "home".

 @@@ Part (2).  What do you mean by "home" . 

*** Mother nature  provided shelter to our ancestors in mountain caves ,forests and trees which might be named as primitive homes.  They lived decades after decades as  long as they were hunters and gatherers ; 

 

As they learnt farming ,they had to wait  in one place for getting crops. They built  huts with log or mud to stay;  Change  to agricultural life from nomadic life was the first step of civilization.It continued a long time.

When agricultural life reached  Industrial Age , civilization ran in galloping step with  booming scientific innovations like steam engine, airplane, electricity, radio, printing press, telephone , cars ,TV, refrigerator .Importance of machine captures a lion share in human life as it brought more comfort ,more luxury.

From forest and caves dwelling, tribal life upgraded to sky-scrapper multi-storied metropolis via  villages, towns , cities and metro-cities.


Perhaps  the "divine dissatisfaction” in human nature pushed him to achieve more and more  without limit.

With immense intellectual power, innovations, now in its pinnacle,  captured  the digital world.

After achieving dream house, car ,wealth , everything still remains some empty spaces in human mind : craving for 'what is not"!  

...What is that?...........


FREEDOM!

Freedom from bondings ; freedom from all the  mundane achievements ! A  Wish to fly  like a bird in the open sky!!

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Monday, February 23, 2026

Sipra's Diary: .."HOME"

   

Words# 604, 

Home: "What do you mean by HOME". Part(1)


Primarily home is a place where we take refuge safely ,peacefully; .Love, caring and sharing among the members of family are the basic components that turns a house to sweet home:The age-old adage"home is where the heart is " has become a cliche.

 

To me, it is neither the beauty of nature with wonderful environment nor a baroque marvelous piece of mansion decorated with expensive furniture  and  most sophisticated  gadgets   but the  loving relationship between the members  and interdependency to each other  constitute  the  bond of family,  the plinth of the family who come to  live together in a dwelling place called 'home'; home brings  the desired joy,  peace and security  to everybody  of the family  who belong  to. 

Home does not refer to structure of some concrete building; it is more personal or emotional refuge; even it can be something abstract. (a place in my mind). 

 

My father had transferable job in Indian Railway. So I moved with parents  from small two bedroom Railway quarter to big  bunglows with outhouses which were almost near to where I spent my early life.  I, even, did not know the difference between "home" and the house my father owned during his service time until his retirement. I consider all of them equally as my home.

After marriage  I moved with my husband from smaller bachelor's house  to bigger  officers' bungalows, cherishing the same feeling. But, by the time I was then aware of the difference between home and houses. I never felt that those are property of company. My children never scratched the wall  with pen or colored pencil unlike most of my friends' houses I noticed the wall marked  dirty with alphabets ABCD and drawings. If asked, they often shrugged shoulder to say reluctantly, "it is after all company's house, let our kids enjoy.'

My husband was the first one of his batch to build and shift to his own house . I was sad to leave the luxurious company's bungalow and the neighborhood which became as my extended family.  On the final day of shifting, tears rolled down my cheeks, surrounded by  neighbors who came to say 'bye'. 

They consoled me "you are the lucky one among us to have your own house. Cheer up ! See, your husband looks sad to see you   crying; give him a smile! We all will go in your house warming and stay overnight.' They wiped my eyes.

 

As my husband passed away suddenly with cerebral attack, and I was ill, my daughter brought me here with her posting in New York. Not only family and home but uprooted from own country, own land, it was quite challenging for me, and for any woman of sixty plus, to replant in a new land with different culture, rituals.

From early life I was an arduous lover of academic life and interested in art and creativity.

 

….’And Soul finds its own community’,  so I did.

Now I don't feel  disconnected  as before ; I attend different religious retreat, poetry class, memoir writing ,Art, music drama. I don't feel lonely. Even in pandemic I feel sad for others who have lost their near and dear ones; also for immense loss of lives ,loss of jobs, loss of confidence but not for myself. I am not burdened by the  shadow of engulfing fear, and confusion of the future. There is no doubt that this pandemic will create a revolutionary change Let us hope positive. Every creation comes after destruction.

A new global society will emerge out of the chaos of pandemic .

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Thursday, February 19, 2026

Sipra's Diary : Poem> Literary Citizenship

  Literary Citizenship.


How   long   I  will be a refugee

 Roaming around the periphery

  Of  literary garden   for  entry !

Seeking  asylum under some  shady tree;

Or a corner to join   similar souls like me!

Is there any hope to be welcomed by elite  angel

Or to get shower of blessing from Athena !

Surely 'nope nope, nope'  is the only answer. 

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With electronic crown  adorned  in AI  devices 

 Athena replies with sigh "I am no more goddess!''

Pointing to her crown,  "IT  is your New  goddess!

 Online Whole-sale market is  getting ready to bless 

Whoever  will afford this crown on their  heads.

The new Digital village will be founded with lava 

On  the   archaic cemetery of  creative  sepulture.

                                                                     Sipra Roy

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Saturday, February 7, 2026

Sipra's Diary: #....."Netaji Subhaschandra"....& Calcutta bookfair.

     " Adesh chilo, Delhi Cholo,

         Delhi mora Joi korechi ,

         Aj Tumi Kotha  Netaji!"

We grew up breathing  in  the elixir of patriotism ; The current flew   strong & powerful throughout our school life....,. 

My eldest brother of 13/ 14  years old,  who tried to sow seed of patriotism in     neighborhood  children team .   He taught them marching and patriotic music...... 

 My brother led the team of children to march with the music below:

 #. KADAM KADAM BARAYE JA,

      KHUSHISE GEET GAYEJA ,

       " YE  JINDEGI HAI  KAUMODI."

.......I was then too young to speak distinctly ; I  used to  sing  the last line  from my sister's lap  

        like....      " e-jing- b-jing- korbo-ki"!

All others made fun of it .

My father was posted in  HAZARIBAGH,,Bihar.

All the wealthy and elite class people of Calcutta [. so called 'Babus"] used to come for "change"in the healthy region of Bihar ;  Hazaribag , Ranchi Modhupur Giridih,  Jhajha, Jashidih , shimultala, Deoghar were  famous  among them. These wealthy people had their own buildings with large garden having variety of fruits and flowers  There were  gardeners,   care-takers  to look after the property. Throughout the year the children entered the garden for grabbing fruits by jumping over  the wall until they were chased by guard  to get out ! Sometimes the guard remained cool ;because the fruits were too abundant to be consumed by the boys.It was a time far from the hotel business flourished ! Most Babus had luxurious arrangements in the building ,not less than any starred hotel.

My father became close friend with some of the "babu" family. I mentioned  my father's story  in my google 'Blog' account. But now I will add a new story. 

Netaji's family  also used to come every year in Hazaribagh. I don't know whether that was their own house or rented !

They used to invite my father's family in  the 'yangna,'  performed at the end of 'SatyaNarayan   puja. It was perhaps  about 1946,  before India owned independence.

When the most invitees left, my mother asked Netaji's mother about Netaji curiously,

"  Do you think Netaji is still alive?"

Netaji's  mother  smiled sadly ; then shifting eyes from curious face of my mother  she replied,  

"Sure, he is alive very much to me!" 

Mom:   [in whispering voice] "may I know where he is now hiding? I wouldn't tell anybody!"

By the time my father came to call my mom. He started  asking common formal conversation with Netaji's  mother; before leaving .

Dr. Sunil Basu [ Netaji's brother] treated my brother and saved him from critical condition. My brother had  typhoid and Septic mumps  simultaneously. Dr. Sunil Bose operated him in our house .  He brought all his surgical instruments necessary for operation and asked my mom to boil water .  

He himself came near the kichen for more boiled water . My mother was frying some "pokora / chop." 

He sniffed and asked my mother  to taste some warm fries . My mother offered him with tea . He asked some more fries.

Operation was successful but remembering pain  my brother used to abuse  random to the Dr. but the Dr smiled and never minded .

He used to visit our home almost everyday of his stay in the town.       I heard the story from parent  I also heard that Netaji fled  from Gomoh station , near Hazaribag . He was seen lastly in Gomoh , India.

Then in Germany under the shelter of Hitler. But he remained mysterious  in the heart of all Bengalese  like a painful lump !.....   Time to time rumor of "Netaji has come"' ignited the Bengalese in new enthusiasm!

Slowly time healed up the rumor in silence under  multiple complexities! 

Calcutta Bookfair -2026  knocked to remind India as well as the world how much love and  adoration the Begalese still bear for Netaji . 

Thanks to Kunal Bose for publishing the book in the broad arena of the Book-Fair!

Hearty  Congratulations on behalf of  ever-alive-all- patriotic hearts!


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Friday, February 6, 2026

Sipra's Diary:< Published > "A busy Street At Midnight"


 

A Busy Street At Midnight

 

It was  after a Friday late-night  show

Waiting on the sidewalk to go home.

Waiting more than half an hour 

Increased my worries as the crowd became thinner.

 

A busy street! long black deserted and sleek

So different to look at midnight!

Stretched almost straight and then 

Bent to be lost in invisibility

Made it so feminine and mystic!

 

The hole day so much load and traffic it bears

Instantly reminded me the tired face of my mother!

I felt to embrace her and wish let her  take

Sleep rest of the night, undisturbed by any invader.

 

Feeling became so vivid and vibrate in me 

That street remained no more street

Nor even my mother,

It absorbed intensely with me!

I forgot my impatience or worries,

And what for I was waiting! 

Until my daughter’s voice startled me, Mom!’

Holding the opened door of  ‘cab
Looking back I slipped silently

In the cab that that rolled towards home 

Nor through the road 

But sliding on my supra -sensuous  being!.