Recent experience of onine business which was not pleasant to digest

I have an E-mail address but I seldom check it. One day  I was thrilled to see  a mail from AWAI. I opened the mail eagerly and quite excited to see a beckoning call for the bare-footed writers.
 I love to write from my young age. Last few years I was getting frustrated to think that how to get in touch with some publisher ! My  knowledge in computer is poor.
 In spite of my computer-phobia, I started to check my inbox for mails of AWAI The first e-mail  ofAWAI "searching  a new BRAND for the Funnel design "magnetized me,hooked me..as I have innate love for  working on innovative ideas.Though I have hardly any clear idea of the Funnel design,yet like faded echo -in -air,novel ideas began to flock in me.Everyday few letters started to come .All those letters were lengthy enough to make me tired exhausted and last of all confused  when I got  a mail asking for copywriter for christianity.Though I am not a christian ,yet I signed up .Starting with Religion!  Might be byLord , s
blessing, it would be a stepping stone  to elevate a new horizon for me !  Just  last year I took a Bible course in the   Fordham University.
 I put some relevant questions regarding the market and a guidance of my starting  project Instead of replying,sent a  mail of money deal on discount rate..........
The reality dawned in  me...nothing is actually for the  penniless bare-footed writers,, everything is on  commercial basis.
 This is my story of exploring the curtain of new pseudo- copy writing world. of AWAI  My primary wish was to 'learn" rather than to earn ,

I liked Rebecca Matter,s    inspiring mails. I wished to give her voluntary service  sometime if I  can become  eligable ever It is she who made me to sit  and open the mail-box Bob Bly also  gave  useful guiding which I will remember.

2nd post

Change is the only truth in life. If it is accepted coolly, life runs smoothly. But very often we are at a loss when undesirable or unexpected events happened in our life. 
We embrace those changes  only which makes us happy.We  are  unhappy  about  the change  because we  have no control  over it.It  is  Time-----  the irresistible great  force  of Time which causes change!
And Time is my only Diety!!
So in the next post I wish to write about the Time with a title "Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow".