Wednesday, January 18, 2023

Sipra's Diary :(. EXCERPT from D-Workshop Broadway Drama : on "MONOLOGUE" )

                                                            Title:  Monologue     Sipra Roy


Michelle: ( present age 73)

Sitting with a photo frame which bears the   group   photo of  High school   students  on the last day of graduation. when I  was 17 years old and most of the group were   almost  more or less  of same range.   It was late afternoon when the last rays of setting sun through the window illumines   miserly a small section of  the half-dark studio room ;

 Sitting  on the  corner of  her  bed  near the window ; there are some more photos scattered  on  the bed beside her and a beautiful large album  which resembles a piece of art .She looked lost in  the photo frame  and roaming in her memory lane ;her  cheeks bears  dry stream of tears .She was looking at her friend ,Sylvia who left to the other world few hours ago.

 Michelle:(.  (Monologue):>>>>>>>>>>(in Flash-back...)

   .......Sylvia , you too left me alone  in  this vast  world , while I came back alive from nursing home   after  critical  heart surgery! You   were always runners up to me , not only in sport and game ,  but in study , drama , music or  art, but   in every field   in the  game  of life you beat me , kick me .....Gazing at the photo of closely knitted four   friends I was  roaming through my memory lane throughout the day ; we four were really soulmates ;we had never  any quarrel.

   ..Remember? The class mates nicknamed us with  a funny title "Misy-patpy"seaming  the   four names together  'Michelle, Sylvia, patty and poppy' like a  bouquet. 

Look , how bright we were,  eyes of each were full of dream& hope glittering   like glowing stars.You and I started our school life from   nursery  in Midtown Brookline  High school;  Patti and poppy joined us in grade nine.   We were the prominent "so-called "Pop students in the class.  We get attention from teachers as well as from students . The first stage of  our  initial life spent well .  I was strong in literature; my aim of life was to be writer-cum -film director, Sylvia excelled in photography  : you took your passion as your  profession too.  you got job in some trade magazine as  assistant photographer. Patty became  a very successful entrepreneur   of event-management , and Poppy ?

 She   always wanted a handsome rich man to marry and to be a loving wife and mother ; she used to say that  she was raised by single mother and felt tired   and pity of hardship of mother's working-life  for herself ;She had no wish to get job  . She did not    even take admission to any college .She met her future husband first in the Brooklyn Garden during Cherry Blossom festival. Poppy was 'black beauty' of our school.  she looked like a statue of black-stone ; some  boys had  crush on her and called her  as beautiful as Nefartiti. 

Poppy got married within six months of her High school  graduation  with  the man of her first love . Remember ?   how much we  the 'Misy-Patpy' enjoyed the ceremony  in Charleston as bride's maid ! Her husband was the owner of some four star luxurious hotel of  Charleston . We spent a whole week  at the insistence of the couple ! 

Yes,  She led a happy married//conjugal life  for 11 years with two children .Then she fell sick with slow fever and caugh.  She neglected it initially ;  her husband forced her  to visit a doctor .She was diagnosed lung cancer  and  in quite  advanced stage!  I  visited  her  last only five days before her death. ...I spent with her whole day in the nursing home .  As I got ready to leave her she  burst into tears  embracing  me and said whispering ,

"do you know(struggling  a long  breathe) that   not  the  disease but what  pinched me bitterly --is that  Mark  is dating    a. woman  who is a Dr of this nursing home  as he came to know  my days are limited..." a second wave  of louder cry made her body shiver like seizure. 

"Please pray god to take me  quickly, and take care of my children  She released me and looking straight to me in tearful eyes vomited  from poisonous voice ,

" never believe a man nor his love!" 

I took my flight with sad shrouded mind .All. these years I wished her children on their birthday . They were sent to boarding  school  after their  father's  second marriage. I used to wish them in their birthday and Christmas Day ;but I stopped it as Poppy's husband didn't like it .

Story of Poppy ends in tragedy.

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After the completion of   High school , I went  California with one year scholarship for  the film institution .I made  a documentary  of 18 reel. on water-pollution.. and the potential ways how to  control  it .I was producer cum director and author , editor . The documentary  was  sent to Venice and won award. I worked as assistant with some good  directors   to learn  their technic   and also filmy experience.  Then I took great risk to make  a  film of my own . 

That was a great blunder for me .

I wrote the novel on the background of  Greek epic Homer ,titled as "Voyage of New-age  Ulysses"//or,("Return Voyage of Ulyssys").The theme of my story was  the journey of a struggling  life of a  young   ambitious brilliant student .  My  protagonist was a student of  anthropology in Berkley  university His  traumatic journey of life  was against his torturing alcoholic  father to rescue   his siblings  and    his   stepmother who was  a  black woman with three children from the previous husband . Like Ulysses sailing   alone across the the sea Mark, (my protagonist) struggled hard   throughout the   youth to win happiness to his ill-fated  step-mother and to bring up all  his siblings to   grow up as wise dutiful citizens.

(  Continue)





Friday, January 6, 2023

Sipra's Diary: GRAYWOOLF"S "FREE". LITERARY SALON: GRAY WOOLF ; nov 28/22

      

                        GRAYWOOLF: SALON........

                    After all, Salon is nothing but shop

                   Whether be it literal or  material,

                   It is a premise for marketing 

                  And the bonding  between  buyers -sellers

                  Here  "free"  access--

                  Is  nothing but aliases  of

                   Camofleging  diplomacy 

                  To  show own  greatness,

                   Nobility, to the rest  .

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