Sunday, November 16, 2025

Sipra's Diary : Excerpt From My Fiction [-Covid-19]-------------

 


                 (part-3)     Post-Pandemic

.W= (1,732).       (4 -Characters  :Jolina,Wendy, Linda,   [Miranda].

The three corporate women of a renowned Invest bank  were discussing among themselves in conference call [like the other group of their colleagues]  about the same topic: awakening up from pandemic hibernation  after  18 months . 

Wendy: " Hey Jolina, what's up?

 I expected call from you since I have heard that we have  to be    physically present to our work place from July; it is the last week of June and surprisingly no reaction from you!"


 Jolina: "Yes, I am mentally  preparing myself to restart ; but  this  pandemic  period kept me busy to settle  a big   family problem which I haven't  yet  shared with you."

Wendy :"family problem? Nothing new ; like tooth brings tooth problem so where there is family ,there is problem. ....

."Absense"  of problem  in family is actually  a real problem !"


Wendy laughed in her own humor.

Jolina: " It's not a joke, Wendy!"

 

Wendy was touched by the serious voice. 

"I am sorry! Tell me what happened? How can I help you?"


Jolina :  "Nobody can help now;  ... you know Jacob went  Germany  six months ago  to his grandma  following after  a nasty quarrel  between us.  

Marital quarrel is not anything new; but he has filed a divorce case against  me in  New York court ; I received mail from the court.   I have no intention to surrender to a shameless creature like him, [..as you all know] though  I was not  mentally prepared  for taking  divorce   right at this moment. 


My twin children have just taken admission in college They are now at home; they will go to hostel from  September.  So I was overwhelmed under the thought  how to manage three different matters simultaneously : leaving my children to hostel, restarting the office and lastly,  'finalizing divorce' in the court!


 I get no moral support from my Jewish parent. It was my fault that I kept his extra-marital relationship  secret to them [...about his story of scandal with his lady assistant…],  to  save   my own prestige.


... They assume me as guilty; they think I should have more tolerance and capability to adjust.

This is really  annoying !"


Linda was listening silently so long. Breaking silence she consoled Jolina by suggesting ,

" I think  job is the most important issue for you right now. You need to go only two or three days in the office and the rest of the days  'working  from home';  nice option! 


You will be free from cooking and other responsibility of children from September as they are going to hostel. These teen agers are little monsters; always too  hungry to satisfy their appetite !


[ ...And what's the necessity of a husband for a middle-aged  corporate  woman, umm?]

..I think  this is the best time to take divorce. You have had a golden opportunity at right time. 


Let us plan how to celebrate your 'divorce' pompously' after  getting the  vaccine!  

O.k.  Cheer up, baby! " 


Then she cleared her throat by coughing and continued in lower voice,"If you still feel  lonely  or um,.. tickling , I can give you a link of a set of  top-notch 'quasi-husband-partner' who are different from 'tinder love' or 'just for lunch 'etc! All of them are not mere bed-bugs. 


A lot of them are intellectuals like renowned lawyers, politicians, doctors, bankers, hedge fund-owners , journalists, corporate CEOs. They want  to  spend quality-time, a companionship from opposite sex from  like-minded people ; Most of these  upper class middle aged people suffered from stress, loneliness and different type of psychological maladies. So they seek momentary relief and joy which is not confined strictly to physical pleasure....and even if t is demanded  as Bonus, I don't find any fault!


There was so much enthusiasm in Linda's voice that Jolina  felt  boosting up and light at heart .


  Jolina:- " Hey Linda, you can start  'counseling' as your side business." 

Linda: Many of my friends suggested the same before you do !

...Hmm, so after the successful divorce , don't deprive me  to have  my  counseling fees , ok?"


Wendy  was a patient listener so far ; now jumped upon to join  the conversation: 

" Hey Linda, why have you never mentioned about this high-profile set of male partners  to me? Do you know I am a tan-virgin at late thirties, a rare specimen in New York! The juniors in my office discussed about me in my back as 'lesbians',  as they saw me always surrounded by women; I heard the rumour….

 But the fact is I just hate same-sex relationship. I would've guillotined all the LGBTs if I had the power of a dictator like Hitler and then  happily become a martyr. I adore Trump for he had  also  contempt  for LGBT like me!


...My feature and figure both resemble very much masculine, having microscopic view of feminine curve! Moreover all my close friends are women! I changed my boy-cut hairstyle to feather-cut- longer hair and now I should start  moving with male partners to wipe out the nasty stain as lesbian : the perverted perception of people.

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Saturday, November 15, 2025

Sipra's. diary: "SPIRIT IN SILENCE."

                         Spirit -In-Silencee

            What can be more eloquent than  silence 

            in the vessel of any language ?

            However delicate or complicated, 

           Language is designed merely

           An external apparel or costume of feeling!


           Feeling is too subtle to be exposed

           In any vehicle of language.

           More the feeling goes profound,

           More the speech looses its sound,

           To become dumb but Super-sensitive!


           Like the primitive one of by-gone-days.

           Love, hate, jealousy or fear

           All suppressed, hidden, unspoken words

           Reflect messages either in  eyes

           Or in body gesture,

           Just as do the innocent animals!

   

           In the vessel of language

           Nothing is more eloquent  

           Than  the spirit- in -Silence!

           Deep meditation is always

           In speechless  consciousness!

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Thursday, October 30, 2025

Sipra'sDiary: AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF PAMPERED PET ..................

 



 Snowy the Pampered pet .     Sipra Roy. 

 (Autobiography)

My name is Snowy, a German Spitz by birth;

I belonged to Roy family as a puppy of one month;

I heard later from their little daughter that I was 

The most precious birthday-gift and pride in her life!

My memory is sharp to remember my early days.

She called me 'Snowy' as I looked a furry piece of white ice.              *

She recorded my each activity in album as her pride piece!

 I felt sad when she left me to play with her friends, 

So whenever I saw I barked  ferociously to  drive them!

I will narrate my memoir of thirteen years bit by bit:

On my first night I spent with them inside the mosquito net 

Between mother and daughter, as the whole night  

I was sleepless and whining in unfamiliar Environment! 

I was fussy to drink milk unless my little Miss 

Feed me with a dropper taking me on her lap.         

 I enjoyed that pampering!

An ugly kitten used to finish my milk from the bowl, 

Me, the poor puppy(!) lacked courage to attack or to howl. 

The senior madam mocked for that to her daughter,

Who with empathy defended dotingly my sissy nature! 

All these stories I heard only, but not remembered

 Later I grew up as a dare-devil macho to kill seven cats 

Perhaps in revenge and in remembrance of past insult!

My little miss also grew up to go college leaving home. 

I was so lonely and sad! I spent the afternoon in gloom.

I waited for the evening for the master to  come .

Out of affection my revered master brought another puppy 

For my company; it was a 'Golden Retriever, cute and fluffy.

He grew up as wild,  notorious  and jealous of me!  

Madam named her "Bicchu" from the very first day. 

He won easily my master as younger and became his favorite.

Noticing that Madam became more kind and soft to me! 

I was happy to win her support and motherly feeling!

[ Bicchu=. Naughty ; scorpio]

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Tuesday, October 28, 2025

Sipra's Diary :[ Memoir ]>>HALOWEEN DAY ! /2025

                              First Experience Of Halloween Day 

Halloween Day is celebrated on 31October in  many countries  before the Christmas  eve in  the western world, remembering the dead  including saints, martyrs and all other faithfuls departed.

It is celebrated in different countries based on their  different belief. 

It is believed to have originated from an ancient Celtic festival Samhan wherein people dressed like ghosts and bonfires to keep the real ghosts away.

In the modern  rendition of Halloween  kids wear costumes inspired by popular culture to go for 'Trick or Treat'   around  the neighborhood..Generally the kids get toffee ,cookie, coins etc . in their bucket as "treat" from neighbors. Kids are so happy with  new costume of horror or funny and gifts .

 I first came to know about this fest 1n Austin  in 2001.

I was ready with toffee & cookies. Team after team of children knock my door with "TRICK or TREAT". As the stock of toffee  was not sufficient ,I told my son to buy more at the time of coming back home from office.

I saw a large group of kids entering towards my house .I asked my brother [who came from Canada to visit me,] 

"Raja has not yet reached with toffee packet and only few toffees are left with me .  What to do now?"

Brother : "keep  some 'Quarter -coins' on  separate tray with sweets to offer them ."

I did so .  Some  kids picked up both .I took a photo with a group; because I was a visitor mom only at that time,  a tourist.  

I didn't  know then  that my last phase of life was destined to this land !

My son entered with two big bags  of  Hershey  and  Nestle just as the last but one group left !

Next day I met some American seniors of story Circle in the library.; I  shared my above experience!  After listening ,they suggested as  apology that I should be warned by them to keep the house dark and not to response to the door-bell!...

Some of them  followed  it every year to avoid the kids which  was so disturbing !

I tried to plead  them that that they were wrong to think that I felt disturbed . In fact, I enjoyed the presence of kids fantastically!   

It was like a festival to me ! 

Before that fest I never knew that there were so many children in my neighborhood!  It was my pleasure to see them joyful by offering meagre 'Treat'!......... 


[ *This incident gave me impression that  Senior women  in  America hardly  felt  any  'Isolation'  or  loneliness . 

They are selfish by nature  [! ] or circumstances ? .............I didn't know........ 

Why they were not ready to welcome the children to be joyful anually only for one day ? 

Perhaps  they love to live and stay alone. They love and prefer the facility of getting social security from government !  They feel more convenient as well as comfortable to spend within this governmental   secured  system.  

Isolation  of the seniors in America is utterly a wrong perception for  pretention!   

Mostly the children with costume of Spiderman , Startrek , Drake , Phantom and  enjoy the  fun of the festival;  adding  the country to  become financially  healthier. 

In Scotland and Wales the dying embers of Halloween's fire  survived for long time;  

it was usual to place as many small stones as there were persons around ;  next morning if any of the pebbles displaced,  it was regarded that the person represented would die within twelve months.

Really Spine-chilling!!!!!!!!!

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Title: " Trick or Treat"

 It really happened  once  
 In  the small neighborhood  of Texas.
Richard came to his far -relative grandma
With his New yorker friend Nicholas 
To give  grandma  a treat  of surprise 
by unexpected  sudden visit !
 
Reaching near, Richard noticed the  house dark 
But it was lighted up as soon as the door was knocked;!'
Ever  smiling grandma welcomed ,"Why are you  so late ? 
 [Their faces were hidden by  the  mask  they held.]
"Aren't you ready to give us "treat?," they asked .

"yes , sure" With mysterious smile , she replied; 
Following  up her to the dining  hall 
They noticed  with  pleasant awe !
Arrangement of  what a grand party  
In this house, rarely  he ever saw :
Food flowers,  finest  crockary  and a pumpkin for decor!
Just then Richard heard another  door -bell !
He saw  neighborhood  uncle Mr. Lockwood 
Standing  at the door front; he interrogated:

"I came curiously to enquire who has lighted the house?"
 He asked  hesitatingly ,"how do you get the sad news ?"...
Sadly he  conveyed , "Mrs swift passed away 
Yesterday evening ,Without any suffering ! 
Just after  cremation rituals I'am now coming!"
He handed over the house-key before leaving
To  bewildered Richard  in tension and agony !

No sooner, the  light went off 
Keeping them in the  house in eerie  dark!
Looking back once again to the dark, 
Richard came out with Nicholas.
While  locking the door, grandma's pet  black cat 
Darted inside through door,  declaring "Me-Own !
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Saturday, October 25, 2025

Sipra's Diary : [Patriotic Poem] "Bankcruptsy of Aristocracy"

 


Bankcruptsy of Aristocracy: Sipra Roy 

 

Awake Washington, Awake Lincoln,
 Can't you see the new 'Towers of Powers'
 Actually announces your powerlessness'!
 Once the 'sniffy tycoon of 5th avenue, East Manhattan
                         Come out!
Come out Rockerfeller, Carnegie Melon, j.P Morgan!
Bursting forth your tombs, to save your land .

Look, some crimson red stars from your flag

Are becoming pale, losing past glare!
Your glory, your aristocracy, is shifting to strangers,
Who has the least contribution or legal claim!

The wind from the Atlantic ocean,
Carries the sigh of the river Hudson;

So long the view  & beauty of Hudson 

Was shared by both the rich and the common!

But now the high-rise of mega-rich boom eclipsed the sun.

          N
ow who is there  to lead

The rise of New york's  outrageous fortune
Trudging to the right path as a tribute to the nation?
Recall the old spirits! recall  some neo- Rockefeller
                   For resurrection !.

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Sunday, October 12, 2025

Sipra's Diary:[Rep >2024] Importanceof [figurative] Asshole

  From  Top to Bottom of body is equally important 

Covid-19 has shaken the pulse of global plinth .  It captured  and campaigned the mass  psychology  for   prolonged two years.. In the past  more fatal than Covid-19  caused   havoc of deaths  : like Black fever, Plague,  Small pox ; but people all over the world were not united under the same panic-umbrella of fear, insecurity like   this pandemic Covid-19!

This global awareness spread   from corner to corner like prairie fire instantly   due to  internet  connection . In those days Communication was much slower than now .

That's why  the previous global psychosis  did not sweep  the  monster- leviathan  of 'fear' psychology among  the mass-mind . The vaccination for curing from the fatal disease took  two years; after thorough research, it was applied with much precision.  

Still gossip,  rumor, conspiracy theory propped up  around as well as against the vaccination  and pharmaceutical  company.  Some people refused to take the shot ; some shows doubt  about  the shot  that  might cause some acute physical problem in far  future;  who knows !

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The reputed  global Pharmaceutical companies  along with the  Insurance companies  discussed  to study human body throughly to diagnose  which are the most vulnerable parts as life guard besides heart, brain and kidney. 

They would be included  under Insurance company according to the importance  and vulnerability to life .Pharmaceutical Companies  wanted to have their image  clean and innocent to cope with  the unpredicted  diseases in future. 

Brain became alert  to hear  the message ! Human brain is not happy at the news of  growing priority of Artificial Intelligence (A I) ;                       Isn't it a demotion for organic ONE?

kidney can be replaced ;so heart also has pessmaker.  Human body has only ONE  brain ; it  was  once  proud to monopolize  over body as being Head;

Five sense-organs grumbled and whispered among themselves :

 'Brain gets  all  raw informations  from us ; otherwise it will be no better than dumb rock; then brain  immediately responded to them by inviting to join in the list as vital organ.  

Nobody approached or took into account  'asshole', a dweller  of  lower part  in body; asshole  was insulted and in grudge shut its door and fell into deep sleep in despair .

After passing the first day  the body felt uncomfortable; the rebel dispersed in the body ; Brain itself felt a bad headache,  heart was burning,  liver under nausea,  the  infatuated stomach,  intestines, both large  and small, appealed to the Brain  in the head-office to solve the problem and rescue them immediately.  

The Brain sent SOS  to asshole. It confessed benignly:

 "You are not less important  than any of us though may dwell in the        basement . I apologize for my fault." 

Knock, knock, knock. Asshole woke up ; opened the door  with a big yawning as loud as  bursting of gas cylinder .

Not  only with sound of gas but also some solid yellow lava emitting terrible, perilous  odor !

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Monday, October 6, 2025

Sipra's Diary: TRICK. OR TREAT.. .. [From my debut> "Eyes Are Notorious"]


Title: " Trick or Treat"

It really happened  once . 

 In the small neighborhood  of Texas.

Richard came to his far-relative grandma

With his New Yorker friend Nicholas 

To give grandma  a treat  of surprise 

By unexpected sudden visit!

 

Reaching near, Richard noticed the house was dark 

But it was lighted up as soon as the door was knocked;!'

Ever  smiling grandma welcomed ,"Why are you so late?"

They asked with mask on their faces,  

"Aren't  you ready to  give us Treat  or Trick? 

 "yes ,sure" with mysterious smile , she replied; 

Following her up to the dining  hall they noticed  with  awe

Arrangement of what a grand party, in this house rarely he saw .

Food, flowers, finest crockery  and a pumpkin for decor!

Just then Richard heard  another door -bell !

He saw neighborhood  uncle Mr. Lockwood , standing  at the door front;

 

"I came curiously to see who has lighted the house?"

 He enquired hesitatingly ,"how do you get the sad news ?

Sadly he conveyed, “Mrs. Swift passed away yesterday evening,

Without any suffering! Just after cremation rituals I am now coming!”

 

Before leaving, he handed over the house-key to bewildered Richard

No sooner, the light went off keeping the house in eerie dark.

 Looking back once again to the dark, Richard came out with Nicholas.

Before locking the door  grandma's pet black cat, 

Darted inside the house, on their faces declaring "Me-own!"

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