Wednesday, June 17, 2026

Sipra's Diary: Excerpt from the novel>. "CONJUGAL LIFE".

The baby was crying and  wanting to get on the lap of  his mom  .But Linda did not pick up him  on lap.

Linda was standing against the wall,  her    bewildered  face was distorted   utterly  with contempt  and helplessness ! 

Linda :( now she clapped dramatically)

        "  Wow, goo-d Samaritan;  then like vomit she emitted,  ff uck,   you fake Shame- ari- tan !"

             (The baby was crying....)

( Kausik came towards her ; picked up  the  crying  baby affectionately, to hand over Linda .)

Kausik:

       "He is hungry ; please.  feed him !  

(Linda turned her face  to the baby  looking  vacantly, as if, to  some creature  never seen before)!

  Then glanced  at Kausik  deeply with  her stunned. and tearful eyes,         for few moments . 

  { Both fixed their eyes on each other with their mouth little agap, like still-image !  their untold speech was conveyed through gazed eyes ! {(Perhaps all the past moments  of last fifteen  months  flashed   in lightening  speed in their minds like some snap-shots-!!}

 Linda.   took the baby from kausik  in her lap  and went to the bed- room silently.)

 Kausik;  ( rested  on the sofa-cum bed,  quite  exhausted;  it was mid-night As he   switched  off the light, a deadly silence swooped down, pervading all around  Just as in war field ,   at the end of battle !

Kausik lay down on the sofa. ..... amidst the silence he heard the   baby was enjoying  breast-milk from Linda  with sweet sucking  noise      .....chuk, chuk ....chuk.  Aah!Aah....

He felt into deep sleep  with that  lullaby   ..chuk,chuk..........

    (  In early morning   door-bell    and also the    ring-tone from  land phone  puzzled sleepy Kausik.  He   struggled  to get  over from sleepy bewilderment ...  With drowsy eye he opened the door ; his sleep evaporated to see two cobs with uniform, standing  behind the  security guards  of  their building  who looked pale, terrified.    

Police:       

You have to come down with us in the back yard of swimming pool..

Kausik followed them in   his bewilderment  without questioning 

Outside the indoor swimming pool  there was a open place surrounded by some tall tree and swimming chairs to relax under open sky .There was a crowd of  several cobs,  concierge,  two three staffs of  the   apartment ,The police stopped near a  body covered by white sheet. One cob lifted the white cover.

Police:

"Do you recognize. this woman?'"

Kausik :   nodded his head .

"What is her name?"

Kausik :

         "Linda, my wife".

Police. :

          "When did she came here?"

(Kausik  nodded his head again.)

Police. :

"Why was she out of apartment at mid-night?"

(Kausik nodded his head , confusedly.)

            The   cleaner of swimming pool  was the first to see her body hanging from a tree of this garden. 

Kausik : (looked at her  wide-opened sea-green eyes  fixed  at the grey unclear sky and  protruded tongue, as if,  to mock  Kausik !


(Kausik asks silently: What are you searching with such penetrating look  at the sky ,  Linda?   fault of our stars?

He wanted to ask the cob to shut  her eyes and  insert her  tongue inside; but nothing came out from throat .)

  Two cobs in white robe with the concierge came to Kausik.

" Sir, we need to take look of your apartment; please accompany us "

   Kausik   followed them like puppet.

 The cob took multiple photos of the whole apartment . They discussed among themselves  in low voice while  taking  ..the cracked  wedding photo  In the bed room they picked up an. open envelop.  from the baby-cot.

The three cobs leaned over the piece of paper  to read .

Police :

         "Sir, you have to go to the police station with  us .

        There are two lady cops to take care of your baby".

Kausik  followed the cobs; 

Coming near the elevator as he  turned back  abruptly towards  the door  of his apartment , he visualized   his father standing, waving  his right palm.

 Taking seat in the police Jeep car Kausik covered his face with two palms; he apprehended  his father passed away; his berieved mother would be looking for him to come;   his only descendant Badsha,the 7month's baby-son,  left under the caretaker of two unknown lady cobs, and he  is on the way of police station ,perhaps to be prisoned !

How a life can be be turned to polar distance by fate only in couple of hours!


 The cob patted  him softly and assured,"It is just formality's sake; nothing would happen to you, sir ;  he gave the note from the envelope to read :This is her suicide-note, written   at 4: 15 AM,

          'Nobody is responsible for my suicide; it is my Own decision.

                Kausik,  my husband, is  innocent !'

                                                                      Linda. Srinivasan

         NB:

        "I want to be loved and live in your heart ; true love never                                                                                                                    

         dies, isn't?  xx

                     "Only yours Linda".

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