( Print) Dystopian Future
Wednesday, February 2, 2022
Sipra's Diary:(Reposted) "Dystopian Future". (Post-Covid 19)......lives matter
Wednesday, January 26, 2022
Sipra's Diary: Poem. Tapestry of memory and Memoir (. AGING) Jan 25/22(Print)
Seniors seem to be autumn -plant
Even with soft sentimental touch
Fall apart , fragments of memory
Like dry but tinted leaves .
Where flies the glamour or flavor of life?
If variety is the spice of life
Why not memory be?
why laughter romance fun
vaporize through strainer in memoir;
Leaving in arid desert only warm sigh and tear?
Let sprinkle of laughter and humor
be added to serve as dessert!
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Memoir or autobiography is written on the basis of one's "ABILITY' to collect memories ; one need to retain the past events and images.
We passed through variety of experiences and emotions in life; Joys sorrows , love , loss , gain ,laughter , fun festivals bitterness sufferings ,reward , insult and what not : whole gamut of emotions.
We the seniors, share our stories with one another in memoir classes last two years The seniors focus mostly the negative side of life ;Out of ten members elaborately write and explain about disease. (mostly cancer), painful delivery of baby or death of beloved near and. dear one ., survival of holocaust , neglected and troubled childhood , unhappy marriage ending in divorce, racism or surviver as victim of rape ; I feel these are no doubt painful events to forget ;But is n't life something more?
I always think why nobody writes much about stupidity fun and humor in every day life to make the readers' laugh. instead of impressing their mind with tragedy ?
Charlie Chaplin said" A day without laughter is a day wasted;Laughter is the tonic, the relief from pain."
Really,Life is a tragedy when seen in close up, but become comedy in long shot ; so better to look life through not microscope but telescope . Memoir is a psychotherapy, a catharsis . Even the sad events loose the edginess as it becomes metamorphosis through the long gap of time !
I am noticing last 10/15 years the trend of literature is turning to add to the heap of cook-book storage and personal memoir/ autobiography .
Is it the future of our literature?
Sipra Roy
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Tuesday, January 25, 2022
Sipra's diary : January , the opening month of the year> {"[TIME the Deity]} "
January is the opening month of the New year . From school life I remember it as eventful, colorful, starting point.
Childhood was spent in cold winter of Bihar but full of fun ,festival and laughter ; shorter day longer night , basking under warmth of cotton quilt with siblings like cattle, eating fresh favorite vegetables; celebrating Netaji's B'day Republic Day , picnic , circus and Saraswati Puja 'pithe parob',.. no end of joys. Still now all these days in calendar is a reminder,..a vibration like seismic wave , rings like fade echo of past bell in ear.
Color and glamour of all these National days have lost significance to our children in this foreign land .But why should I lament over the past ? Let me basking on ,' let it be ......
Let Time pat softly, calmly,'let it be , let it be '......
Tuesday, January 18, 2022
Sipra's Diary : " ME: " Eden of SMALL WONDER"-- (Memoir) (Printed)
TITLE: Eden of. SMALL WONDER by Sipra Roy
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I picked up a slice from my childhood memories with images of small wonder.and ecstasy. I grew up in the loving care of joint family with many members in India.
We had neither TV nor even radio in those days. But we were happy with periodical fair, festivals, circus, sports, magic, annual picnic etc. Family itself was a mini-community with variety shows throughout the day .
Besides family and friends ,I enjoyed nature closely. The smell of first rain-soaked earth and the rare view of rainbow always charmed me.
I was obsessed with the Beauty of the sky ,with the dazzling sun, twinkling stars, and wax and wane of the silvery moon! when I was in grade 2, I learnt that the shape of our earth is like an orange and it rotates around the Sun ;I imagined that the earth 'rotates" like a ball; So I wondered then why like topsy turvy the sky didn't come on the ground under our feet? While traveling by train , it surprised me to notice that the moon also traveling with us ;and the outside trees lamp-posts and all other things were running to our opposite ; was it the same & single moon which I could see from everywhere?If it was so, then why my own house or neighborhood became invisible to me when I went far away ? There were such a plethora of wonders to puzzle me !
Anyway through a serpentine course of life now I reached to older adulthood in this land, far away from the land I was born. I met here some other like -minded women of my age with whom I was bonded together under the canopy of DOROT organization which served as an extended family , to share our stories : through the journey of life .Though physical vitality has declined, still, many of us are able and eager to embrace philanthropic activities and thereby making life meaningful by nurturing the art of creativity : it is same as our valley of spirituality.!
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Friday, December 31, 2021
Sipra's Diary : Shedding//letting go.( Sent to IWWG)
SHEDDING// LETTING GO. Sipra Roy
# Oct,2021, IWWG: Words:
The entire creation of earth , both animate and inanimate ,goes hand in hand in harmony with nature, except the human specie.They flow with the nature, accepting its different seasons either rough or friendly. In the rainy season plants grow lush green leaves but shed them in winter to give way to the spring to welcome new life with budding leaves. They fight only for their own survival but never try to supersede nature. They are destined to do so coherently. Similarly, snakes and some other insects also shed their skin as nature intends them so to sustain their welfare.
Is there any specific season of "emotional shedding' for human? Certainly not; Though we wait eagerly to enjoy and to appreciate each year the beauty of shedding leaves that autumn creates, but we are the last creature to apply or to follow that principle. Most of us suffer from emotional maladies for losing the wisdom of sacrificing or "shedding"; Human emotion contains some adhesive content . It delivers twin products of both positive and negative feeling such as :love and hate, joy and sorrow, loss and gain, weak and strong, Jealousy and pride, attachment and detachment and so on ...
Tide of positive emotion charges energy to surge new enthusiasm which is good not only for own sake but also effective for the entire environment around him /her. But when it is negative ,then emotional typhoon ransacks the life of the person who is victim; Often it become adhesive for a long time and creates mental, physical, relational and also social problems .It gives stress, depression and even may end in suicide . In modern time, the rich and upper middle class, globally, suffer in a realm of emotional haze and mist. This is why we see psychotherapists and yoga schools are mushrooming everywhere around the globe, specially among rich countries and wealthier people.
Surprisingly, 'shedding" happens to human specie when things go wrong with them, when life flutters in negativity! The best creativity in arts and literature flourish at saddest moments, in painful situation when mind. is broken and torn apart by failure and sadness. All the famous epic came out of pain , out of tragedy;
"Our sweetest memories are those that tell of saddest stories".
We can see the achievements of Jackson Pollock, SylviaPlath, Anne sexton and many more as burning examples.
We the human, should take lesson from nature's environment how to flow consistently with nature. Fear of unknowable future, anxiety of insecurity and dishonoring nature as super power have created this distance ;we are cocooned in them like silk worm ;fear of death ,fear of various diseases come one after another like unstoppable waves; they hold leash to allow us to be carefree. This is the plight as well as price of becoming human specie as superior being; this is the universal Story of each and everyone of us , you and me! In contrast with the rest species of nature it is hard for us to surrender at the alter of "letting go"!
While mind is crazy and heart howls,
Let me hold and possess what I wish,
How can I sing along, 'let it be! let it be!'
Sipra Roy Sep 25,2021.
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Sipra's Diary: { REALISATION-_} Sensory organs: ***Story of The Great Emperor Akbar.
Print:Jan 18/2022 Sensory organ Sipra Ry
We have five sensory organs, nose for breathing,, ear for listening eyes for seeing, skin for touch-feeling, tongue for tasting .Out of these five organs who evolved first ? Did they evolve simultaneously at the same time?
I was watching animal planet in TV; some animals have two or three fingers while human has five; both in fore limbs and hind limbs; So it flashed in my mind that all these organs of living beings evolved gradually according to the necessity and influence of the environment.Who was the first among sensory organs to evolve first?.......
I think that skin which. is the covering of body is the first one to evolve . Skin was full of pores or outlet which was the source of breathing, hearing, seeing, tasting . About 5oo to 6oo million years ago earthworm burrowed on the seafloor ;may be they are the key to the evolution of living kingdom.
Darwin noted earthworm are extremely sensitive to vibrations. Fossil is the common ancestor of all worms .Earthworms are the best tiller of earth.Their body had sects,if a portion of it is cut ,it is replaced by new growth . Skin gave proxy to all other senses; even procreation.
In course of time hearing organ came out ; as division of labour enables one to be better able and efficient; so after hearing, breathing organ evolved Most probably, hearing and breathing evolved simultaneously at the same time; then mouth came up to consume food.. Eyes were the latest organ to evolve . Eyes and ear performed combined the job of brain .
So skin is the source or prime powerhouse to the origin of ear to hear, nose to breath, eyes to see, and mouth to eat& taste . As soon as the eyes opened the "data' ' informations "started to collect in the storage box which is known later as brain .
Eyes are the first source of all disaster! In conversation we often use that 'at last eyes opened', which means awareness or the agility of brain to catch up experiences . "Eyes opened "declares the dominance of sensory organs over the depth of inner SPIRIT OR soul.
Power of sight created sensual desire of choice for liking & disliking. The prime relationship between all living organisms was food ( either eat or to be eaten ) and sex ; Before the origin of eyes whatever comes within the range of living organisms they ate and also they mate without any discrimination. Now as they learnt to move they chased after their choice of food and sex; This movement created heat and electricity in body.
Eyes enabled them to differentiate which one gives more satisfaction to the senses .All these happened in a time when the world was occupied mostly with water. The food charged heat and electricity which in turn created sex in body .At the very beginning there was no male or female sex. Each and every singular body contained the double sex in themselves. The best example of our known worm or insect is earthworm. Many. other lower- living milli-meter sized small insects also are able to reproduce . Fish of deep ocean were able to produce male part from their own body when they felt to reproduce . So life proliferated from singularity in the beginning .
Plants who are our primitive ancestors also provide the same truth.
A childhood experience about "Lojjaboti lata"(=a creeper plant), flashes in my mind as I am writing. I and my friend hid ourselves , while playing ,behind a Calvert which was covered by green creeper with superfine leaves. My friend said ,"Do you notice the fun? As She touched the creeper all the leaves of the creeper folded as if they fell into sudden sleep . With surprise I started to touch the all parts of the creeper to make the leaves sleep .I was surprised and felt it more exciting than the game of hide and seek. My friend whispered this is known as 'touch-me-not"creeper. But the leaves awake within short period .That was a great fun to learn about plant .
With the help of ear, eyes formed the 'first'. basement of brain. Ear, nose, throat are so closely related that they respond to one another; they are accessaries of brain . In medical science we take appointment to ENT doc for the related problem in any one of them. Pituitary gland is very important ; It is a pea-sized organ, housed in the bony structure at the base of brain ; it is the master gland ; it drive the other glands to release hormones in all vital parts like brain ,skin, energy , vision, blood pressure, reproductive organs etc.In one word it is the power house of a body.
We take little care about our ear which is the main source of knowledge .In acupuncture treatment the doctor treated in this area to treat any part of the body. It is same as. the main switch -box suppling electricity connected to the whole nervous system of our body.
Animals use the five sensory organs differently according to their need and ability. Say for instance: bats use their ears to see; moles use their nose to dig mud to shelter while the elephants use their. trunk/nose for bath , snakes use their mouth both to breath and swallow; chamelions have fantastic sight and capacity to hide by camofladging; scents and color of flowers attract the butterfly; Sometime they use scent as trap .They use the sense-organ to protect themselves from predators; animals with .whiskers around mouth work like antenna ;The hair/ fur of polar bear in the arctic region conserve heat of the sun like optic fibre wire to keep the body warm in cold.....Dogs'. skin don't sweat ;they gasp and drooling tongue keep their body cool.
The story of the Mughal emperor Akbar's experiment is suitable example to prove the importance of ear. Akbar himself was illiterate but he was no less than a pandit ; He learnt only by listening from the wise pandit .Once there was dispute among the people about language : Which language was god-given and noblest of all.
To solve the problem, Akbar the Great ordered his minister to collect 10 babies of six months from the parents who have unique linguistic difference and. to keep these ten babies in ten different sound proof chambers under proper baby-care. Only the ten deaf and dumb care-takers. were appointed to take care for. those babies. These babies belong to the parents who followed the language of Urdu ,Farsi, Sanskrit , Pali, Maithily , brojobuli and some local ,even tribal language. When the babies became five years old. they were presented in the royal court.
The court was overcrowded of the mass with high pitch of excitement . To their disappointment it was found that all. those. ten babies were deaf and dumb ; none of them could speak in any language at all .Thus the emperor convinced the common people that no language could claim superior to other as "God's language". All languages were equal.The baby learn that language which they listen from the parent or in environment ; if they hear nothing as sound of language from the beginning of birth ,they would learn nothing .
Though. some. people were not happy , but they couldn't argue Thus Akbar the Great solved the dispute of language peacefully . He was able to run on with the same "FARSI". as court language of the country.He reigned from 1556 to 1605 as most popular Mughal emperor, in spite of being illiterate but wise only by listening. He wrote a book named "Akbar-E-Nama" to compromise the conflict between Hindu-ism and Islamist.
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Wednesday, November 3, 2021
Sipra's Diary : Innocence and Ignorance
INNOCENCENCE vs IGNORANCE
Innocence and Ignorance are not same . But sometime they become so close to each other that we take them in as same . Standing in the cross road or signal of these two terms , I often question myself where is my stand?
...Innocence has some divine smell whereas ignorance emits foul sin.
I often take such wrong decision under circumstances (mostly against own will )and then repent :'Why I was not strong enough to refuse '; why do I end with powerlessness etc. and pretend to comfort myself with 'let it be'!
"Let it be" is actually oasis of powerlessness, when everything around goes awfully wrong, then it showers self-consolation.
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Madam Curie
My life runs totally on compromises. I was an avid lover of academic life . Nobody knows still now, that I wanted to be a scientist. ...
...It was a cloudy afternoon. Frequent thunderstorm and lightning sent a notice to stay indoor to all of my friends. Nobody came to play .I was in grade six.I was packing my school bag following the next day routine.Then I curiously opened a page of the science book where I read that Madam Curie discovered radium ;and there was a picture of sparking radium.
It was black and white picture .The room was semi dark. I sat infront of the opened door which was less dark to see the picture and read . My father had transferable job . My school life was short and disturbed . I passed the Board exam as a private student ,at very young age.I couldn't take the science stream because I did not attend lab as a regular student .I was so sad to know that !I continued my college life with a sad heart ,down spirited...
I don't know how did I get the degree of B.A with honors in philosophy and then M.A. I listened attentively to the lectures of the good Prof and. took the lecture notes .Sadhana and Archana were my friends throughout my college life I spent so little time and labour that they were worried for me .Perhaps they thought it was their responsibility (or liability ) to fetch 'Honors'. for me .They. collected 'suggestions' and ten -years'. questions -collection (laborious job)!for me. Surprisingly I graduated with (hons). in Philosophy and admission in Calcutta University for the Master degree on first list.
I had high dengue fever during my examination of MA.My brother- brought me in his house from the hostel!
I remembered I burst into tears in taxi on my way as the thought pierced me that I spoilt so much money of my father! My brother consoled me . He promised that he would read to help me preparing for taking the rest exam......................................................................
I feel sleepy ; next time more to....*****
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