Thursday, November 30, 2017

Sipra's Diary. .Poem: "Spirit in language " // ("Verve in language")





Whenever I turn  pages of    my old copies or even loose piece of papers  while cleaning  my bookshelf,  I find  out lots of my verses lay  scattered,  neglected  like orphans.  I  adopt some of them ,  which were  once rejected . Number of such poems have grown  huge . Some are really good but so esoteric that  I doubt  them as my own creation and ask  myself," is it  truly "I" from whose pen the verses came flowing?
  However, I  have decided to take a project for the coming 2018  to collect   best  20/ 30's  pieces of my choice together under the title  of "Posthumous"  hoping for future publication ...and.... hmm....... dedicated to Dead Poets' Society !             


                                Spirit- in-Silence :Sipra Roy


            In Language,
            What can be more eloquent  than  silence?
            However delicate or complicated, 
             still-----
            Language seems merely  
            designed apparel for feeling!

            More the feeling goes profound,
           More the speech looses its sound
           become  Super-sensitive but dumb!
            Like the primitive one of by-gone-days.

            Love,hate,jealousy or fear
           All suppressed, hidden, unspoken words
           Reflect  messages either in  eyes
           Or in body gesture
           As the innocent animals do!

          In  the vessel of language
          Nothing is more eloquent  
          Than  the spirit- in -Silence!
          
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Sipra's Diary: Poem- ::-solitude

In my schooldays as teenager I became popular as  writing  parody. Theme of  parody centered mostly around teachers or school-related events. In tiffin hours Our small team of 4 students used to sit in lonely  corner of the compound  and read our poetry one by one. When it was my turn  each of us could not but rolled in laughing on the ground so much  that It was hard to finish the poem.Specially, those which were read imitating the rhythm and tune of the epic"RAMAYANA" From the first period we waited for this excited entertainment. Some curious  girls observed us suspiciously. Perhaps  someone among them   reported to the principal  because we did not allow any other to join in our team.We were called by the principal and were asked the cause of   avoiding others and laughing .WE stood speechless with heads down  to the ground. The principal looked  a little puzzled. Because we were the best in all respects throughout  our school record.She could not match the complain with us. With vigil look  she scanned us  for a while and  then from her  perplexed face  and nasal  voice a  sound came out  in frustation, "GO"!

We stepped out gently from the office but as we reach away from the office near to the classroom, we burst into laughter again with our palms shutting the mouth but checked before the shocked look of our classmates who huddled in front of the door of the classroom. Thus the 'Era" of parody in school life ended.
            In my young age, I had an impression that the theme of the poem should be always something noble, deep and serious. The frivolity of writing parody at teenage was brushed aside to focus on, somewhat, 'made-up' seriousness. I had a series of poems on 'silence".  At that time I wrote them in my native language.
In 2013, I translated   two out of them   into English:

                             Solitude
Oh Solitude!let me be your shadow, or
Shelter me in you,
So that I can cherish-
 My  silence, gazing on
My own piece of sky
Captive  through my window-glass 
Like a picture-in-frame;
And pausing to undefined melancholy
That has no reason! 
Or,
In my own fleeting moods
Nurturing my budding dreams,
Concealed carefully from others;
To smell and to harp on
All that I love to treasure.

If my dream is shattered
By sudden storm of noises
Amidst the calmness of the ocean,
Oh, solitude!
Please be my Light House
To anchor me in your safe island!
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Sunday, September 10, 2017

Congratulations to media-maestro, David Remnick



WELCOME   DAVID  REMNICK!!

Welcome for turning back to the waning land of Atlantis!
 I am excited to know  your announcement that you will leave some space  for poetry  in your magazine   WSJ!
 I feel every magazine, whether ECONOMIST OR BLOOMBERG should save its last page for poetry [ like dessert in the menu card] and  not for '   OBITUARY 'of  celebrity. Literature throughout the  universe  evolved   first  in  verse penned by Homer,Sophocles Euridipus , Vyas  and others.

......It needed to be noticed earlier,when the  industrial age stepped in, and Blake hailed  the warning bell,
'Tiger,tiger burning bright/In the forests of night/'....'In what distant deeps or skies /Burnt the fire of thine eyes'/.....'What dread grasp/dare its deadly terrors clasps?......
Anyway ,better late than never!'..So literary people with deep mind like you have important role  to lead for restoration .
It is a paradox  that though the interest in poetry has waned compared to past decade,number of poets has exploded. Market-value of poetry- world is  too  little to  maintain or sustain  any family-life; poets are fueled by passion, emotion , not by profession for earning money. His primary aim is to have self -satisfaction . But money is required . Life doesn't sail smoothly  as amateur. Because poetry  fails to provide any promise of cozy life, it is considered redundant as hair or nails of body.

In the golden age for poets the royal kings  provided them support. and now?....Governments throughout the wealthy countries spend millions and millions for science , for conquering the space above and    deep underneath the ocean.
Can a minuscule -slice  be saved for the poetry-world/ Or a poetry-fund (poetry-bank) like security fund,  Defence fund,etc,etc,   ........

 In India a Bengali poet of 60's ( who died  at young age out of extreme poverty)wrote,
               'When fire of hunger hovers,
                   Emotion evaporates
              Leaving life  in  arid  desert;
                Even the beauty of full moon reminds
        The smell of  charcoal-baked-bread
                           to empty stomach!"..(Translated into Eng from Beng)......

In Bengali......KHUDHER RAJJYE SAKALI GADYAMAYA, PURNIMA CHAND JENO JHOLSANO- RUTI!
He and his   above  verse became famous after his  death.

Friday, January 20, 2017

Day before President's Inauguration

                          

                                                               2016
I am least interested about political affairs. Election ,Vote were to me  a kind of festival. As the school building was taken to use for election, we were happy to enjoy extra holidays. Starting from my school-life to adulthood , I spent on the same philosophy.

But this time I smell different atmosphere in the election affair; unlike previous festive color a hot steamy current is blowing from mass and media starting from Pre-election and continuing still now.

Trump has won in the election by the people’s support in legitimate democratic way. It is a common game to throw mud to one another in election campaign before  the vote. But why it continues to obsess  some sect of people even after post-election?

To protest an elected leader is to dishonor the constitutional democracy  of the Republic.

Donald Trump may be unconventional politician to manipulate Machiavellian policy like  other veteran politicians; may not be good orator. But he is successful business tycoon and media figure. He was  one among the top ten Americans .He has already acquired name , fame ,money .Only achieving political power is left.Let us hope positive about him in the new arena.
His comment on immigration policy or about terrorism is nothing   wrong.It  has caused to make the country anaemic. Instead of camouflaging , he opened his mind candidly and boldly. By heart he is true American and loves the sons of soil blindly. This is why he has won the support of the Americans. Let the “professional protesters” with their claim  have some patience and wait for Presidential  First  100 days to watch!
As a largest democratic country America sets example of glorious history in the world.In a democracy sovereign power is inherent in the people;No president has yet taken any decision arbitrarily.Abrupt change of policy is not possible;all decisions need to pass through lengthy legal system of democracy.
Therefore no need to fear the imaginary shadow-ghost-of apprehension. Let us celebrate the auspicious moments of the country!


Monday, October 24, 2016

FIT BIT : Modern Marvel.

                                         FIT   BIT:  :Modern Marvel!
                    'Fit  Bit' is the latest obsession of the present-day generation.It is an electronic fitness product;a wireless enabled wearable technology device.It presents fitness data of your total body.It can be worn as wrist-band or around  the ankle of feet.

My daughter with her group of  friends bought it with great enthusiasm .It is designed to help you more active,eat a more well rounded diet,sleep better and turn you into a healthier human being-,shows time and daily activity...including heartbeat,blood-presser,mileage, steps taken, distance travelled,food calories, calories burnt,stairs climbed-,all the active minutes and the  even 'quality of sleep'!i.e- The app represents the sound sleep with deep blue colour like calm ocean;the broken sleep with  exact number of stripes and span of time  as sleep is broken ,and disturbed sleep with nightmare dream is marked  as red and multi colored stripes.
                 It seemed to me amazing!
As soon as she wakes up in the morning she begins to take account the statistic of her body  from the app. Then she begins to ask   in her mobile about the statistics of others  in the community.The FIT  BIT community is  bulging very fast.
While most parents have declared 'innings defeat' about guiding their  adult children's health issue (because the children think their  ideas  are backdated ),  this tiny device came forward  to guide and control so efficiently on behalf of them.
This Fit-Bit community has very much  competitive  spirit.To quote their daily conversation---------------
        -"How many steps  have you  today?"
-        -"It has not been 10,000 steps yet"
        _"I accomplished 13,000 steps today"
        -"Wow!"
         -"My fit-bit has not been charged  and so I felt so reluctant to do any exercise ,walk or take healthy food."
           "Yea, same feelings happened to me; if the device doesn,t work, I spend the day wallowing on irregularities.
Now different companies are launching this popular app.Their demand is sky-rocketing.'Apple' always move fast with  added sophistication  and expensive price.

I think it us a nice useful gift ,specially for the young folk on their birthday or   after  graduation.

Friday, July 22, 2016

MEMORIES OF MY FATHER: THE STORY OF HUNTER SAHIB

TITLE:         MEMORIES OF MY FATHER: THE STORY OF HUNTER  SAHEB


My father passed away in 1977, but his memory is everlasting for me.  I remember every facet of his expressions. He was a man of great personality: very disciplined and authoritative. He did not tolerate violation of punctuality, procrastination and failure to keep promise. For a long time he was just next to god for me. He was very much pro-British…
”Look at this Nation, why they are at the top of the world in spite of being a small country; ---only because of their character! disciplined, hardworking, punctual and ‘man of word;’ keep promise up to the last breath!”

 My father’s word was the rule of our house : ‘Early  to bed and early to rise ’was  natural  rule of the house. Morning tea was before 6A.M,breakfast within8- to 8.15,lunch within 12to 1 pm,  tea at 4 /4.15,[ but in winter 3-to 3.30pm], dinner at 8-to 9. The house was dark and silent within 10.o’clock. The routine was more or less like the boarding school for us. But we were convinced to think it as right t.
         He ruled not only the home but also the office –staff. They feared as well as adored him. They trusted him blindly; they knew he would shelter them like banyan tree, if it was needed. But during social interaction, he was a different person; he was famous for his warm, open-hearted loud lough which had the magic power to enliven the environment He was an avid lover of education, sports, music and  gourmet food.

 He worked for the Indian Railways. In his early life wherever he got posting, he used to establish a railway club and institute of library and organized annual sports, picnic in  X-mas holiday, and  Durgapuja, (The biggest festival of the Bengalees) along with cultural function.
In those days, it was not easy to organize all those things in small town. His ideas gave new life to the colony He was encouraged greatly by the people around him.
 I heard many interesting stories of his life. I am going to narrate one of them.

         Just before the second world war he was posted as A.S.M. in Hazaribagh, situated in the eastern part of India. This region  was rich in flora, fauna and minerals. Hazaribag was important as it was  a sub-division  Of Bihar and had military base. Between  Hazaribag and  Gomoh station there was  a particular spot near a long tunnel  where frequent   fatal train accident  used to happen. Those trains were mainly superfast mail train  (special military train) with few  stops. This region was full of forests and hills and had a very rugged terrain.  There was an emergency board meeting among the Railway heads under the GM for solving the issue. Under their supervision a halting station was constructed within a short period for  giving  alert to control the speed of  the train  from a safe distance.
 The station was built along with a residential quarter  adjacent to the railway platform.
But the problem arose as nobody agreed to be posted there in fear of being eaten by tiger. The first employee who was appointed there, was taken by a tiger when he was coming for duty from his quarter to the adjacent station.
Then emergency meeting was summoned among the British Railway officers; They took decision  of roster duty instead of   any permanent  posting. So all A.S.M. posted in Hazaribag, were liable to do duty on that inauspicious newly built station for two days a week throughout the year. 
      


 So there was no way of refusal. Thus when my father’s turn came, my mother who was quite young, got worried. She cooked a lot for two days and packed them in two big tiffin-boxes including drinking water also for my father. The place was not habitable at all. Those who escaped from being victim of the tiger, often suffered from diarrhea or malaria from mosquitoes-biting. My father was too adventurous to go there for the first time.
 The place was really pristine. A small but well done office room with crystal-clear glassy window and brick platform under the lap of surrounding hills covered with lush green jungle. There were three more tribal people appointed as staff by Railway. One of them, Raghu, was my father’s attendant and the other two were signal men for doing duties in day shift and night  shift in turn. There was enough leisure time in the morning half, as neither passenger nor any goods train had any stops there. So my father spent hearing stories from those tribal ( adivasi, Santhal) signal men about their lives. One of the signal man, named Bonda, had only  one hand but robust body. My father asked him,
                 “How did you lose your hand? And manage this job in spite of  that?
   Bonda, who looked like a robust statue made of black stone with one hand,               answered “That’s a terrible story!
 Light and shade flashed across his face as he started narrating, as if, beyond  the yonder of the past,
              “We live in our  small tribe  for a long time , not far from this station. We have grown up with these tigers , jaguars and foxes. They are afraid of us as much as we are of them. Almost everyday my father used to take my brother and me with our axes to cut and collect woods from the jungle. We sell  them in the village near by to earn our livelihood, after saving a portion of them for our own use. But wherever we go, we always come back to our nest at mid-noon for safety, as we know darkness spreads its wings over the jungles quicker than the plains. In the evening we fire woods surrounding our neighborhood for protection and bang drums to keep away the ferocious animals. Fire and drum beat are alarming to them.”

  Bonda sighed and after little pause ,resumed,

               ”One morning I could not go for I had fever; my father went with my brother  to the forest; but they did not returned in usual time. My mother became worried and restless as the sun was leaning to the west . No longer the news spread; worried people of the tribe thronged in front of our hut. The leader of the tribe  consoled my mother to have patience; and promised that they would try their best  for searching in the early  morning.”

   Next morning, the tribal people found my brother’s axe in the darkest spot of the mid tunnel they swarmed the jungle  in search of my father, while some were beating drums  with eerie noises from voices. I was the first to recognize the axe of my father lying in the jungle but no trace of my father! I then cried out.
         It was assumed that, perhaps, all on a sudden the sly tiger caught my brother in the dark spot of the tunnel ;  My father chased the tiger madly up to the deep forest and became victim to another hungry  tiger.
          “ Once the tiger becomes man –eater, they are a big threat for the surroundings. Within two/three months, it happened I was passing through this tunnel for cutting woods. Suddenly I noticed two prowling eyes glaring in the dark. It was too near to escape. So I jumped and attacked the tiger first  impulsively with my sharp axe. I killed the tiger but it bit my hand tightly. I was admitted in hospital The hand started to gangrene so the doctor operated the hand up to my arm."
                 Within a short period of this, construction of this station started. A team of the British officers came to survey the area before starting the construction  work ; all the labors taken, were tribal people. Bonda was one of them. The British  team-leader interviewed  Bonda. He was amazed to hear the incredible story of bravery, killing the tiger with an axe! On his recommendation, Bonda was given the  job of permanent post of signalman since the inauguration of the station.

     My father asked, “ What happened to poor Mr.Dutta, the first appointed officer here?
  Bonda replied,”Raghu knows that better.”

   Raghu was attendant cum cook cum sweeper/cleaner/everything.  He studied up to standard three and could sign his name. That was great! He lived in the village just on the outskirt of the forest.
  My father heard from Raghu what actually happened to previous officer.
Mr.Dutta was extra-adventurous. Everyday he used to go to the quarter for taking shower and nap. Though there was nothing to do in the station, still Raghu fetched him to the station –office for safety within 2  P.M.;  he warned him  repeatedly to stay  in closed door inside the office room. First to watch through the glass window before coming outside. One day at the same time  Mr.Dutta was coming to the station through narrow path escorted by Raghu .Raghu heard him  whistling in a good romantic mood just behind him.
 Raghu turned back ,as whistling stopped, but no trace of Mr. Dutta. It was  a clear bright  day. Raghu noticed the door was locked from outside as before. Immediately it flashed in his mind that he was surely taken by the tiger. The tiger was surely tracking Mr. Dutta and waiting for opportunity.  He must have  watched and noticed the  time of leaving the house and was waiting for opportunity.
After hearing this story my father became very careful and alert. He never left the office-room for taking shower or nap . He spent  his two days’ duty stuck to the station room  with sufficient food in two tiffin carriers which he shared with Raghu also.
Other officers also followed my father’s decision  to come back home safely.

    But the tiger menace still lingered in the area.

Many amateur British hunters came, stayed to watch and hunt but all in vain; the tigers were too clever to step when they smell any danger.

 At last one  reputed ,skilled British hunter  who won many awards, came with the challenge to put an end to the  ferocious creature. Hunting was his passion. He was better known as “Hunter sahib’  than his actual name,  by the tribal people.  He stayed whole month  waiting  for the tiger on a high watch-tower erected for this specific purpose. With his telescope he saw the tiger was huge in size. So he made the tower a bit higher for security and hid himself there camouflaging himself with straw and branches but targeting the gun towards the corner of the jungle where he spotted the tiger. As soon as the bullet shot hit the tiger ,it jumped unexpectedly high up to
 the watch-tower attempting the hunter but its huge lifeless body fell on the ground with a loud thud, embracing  Mr Hunter under its arms, as if, hugging each other. 

 Mr Hunter was taken to the hospital of Hazaribagh. There he survived six months. Falling from the high watch-tower with the huge weight of the tiger upon him caused severe damage to his spine  and hip bones. All the tribal and village people visited him often  in gratitude. 

The tribal and the villagers had sigh of relief from the deadly  man-eater for the valour of the brave Mr.Hunter. Until his death, Mr Hunter was seen always  in high spirit and joyful at saving many more lives. My father used to spend time with him and chat regularly  to keep him  cheerful. He loved to tell many more hair raising hunting stories from his memoires.
But the body of Mr. Hunter failed to bear the tiger’s deadly hug. His body began to gangrene. In spite of the sincere effort of doctors, Hunter-sahib passed away.

       In his memory, the name of “Hunter-Point” was sculptured on a concrete slab with a stand. It was erected right at the spot where Hunter’s body fell from the watch –tower.  A consensus decision was taken that the station will be renamed as HUNTER_POINT.”

      In 1987 I was going to Benaras by train. When the train was passing on the  north-eastern line,  I was sitting by the window eagerly, to see Hazaribagh where my father spent  several years. After Hazaribagh the running train had an unscheduled stop for some reason, but not known to us. As I was looking at the hilly beauty outside through the window, to my surprise, just opposite to the last rail-line the concrete slab inscribed “HUNTER  POINT”  stood in the jungle with a slant (as if, unwilling to  be  buried or  to be lost from viewer’s sight.).  I became very emotional and felt I had a personal connection to that concrete slab.
                 ”Is this the spot my father told about?”

So, no station was named as HUNTER  POINT  in 47 years to acknowledge the bravery of a foreigner  who came far from the overseas  to this land with insatiable passion of hunting   and sacrificed his own life to save the helpless villagers!  Within few years the HUNTER  POINT which had then reduced to look like a mere milestone along the railway track, would be buried under jungle with no trace in memory of  a young British hunter!!

Sunday, June 26, 2016

Hot, Sexy, Nude, and Naked

Like every other things –science, technology or arts, language also passed through evolutionary process and changed its meaning. So far my knowledge goes, it was mostly a process of improving, uplifting .Language is the appeal in which thought parade in public; it should not be clothed in vulgar attire.  From Last few years “sexy’ and’ naked ‘ have come out with victory crown from closed cupboard to
world-wide open ground.
In  the grocery shop my daughter was  in the queue of pay-lines and I stood idly ,rotating my eyes  over articles on display on aisles. Out of curiosity I went near an isle where lots of paper cartons marked with brightly  written “naked:” My god! those were innocent smoothie of different fruits stamped by that name of company-to attract the potential customer. In   super glossy ‘Food, Health& hygiene’  Magazine  I noticed often sexy juices’ in colorful bottles,  obviously---- with cookie-cutter women in scanty dresses.  Why not “organic”” pure,” “natural”, “herbal” or “ambrosial”---which  match well with fruits and food are used?  Does ‘sex’ has left the old skin like snake and has been promoted to newer meaning? When I showed my daughter she replied laughingly,
Do you know mom, in London ,the name of a very popular  restaurant is “NAKED CHEF”---looking at my wide-opened  shocking eyes she said humorously, ”No,no, the chef is in proper dress ; but it means that the chef cooks pure healthy food without any harmful spices!”
---There is just one generation gap between me and my daughter; but how easily she can accept the change.
It is language which is salient distinct feature to make human race very special from the rest of species of the world; Only human was endowed with the divine power to articulate their thoughts in meaningful sound-capsule which is language .It needs to be honored.

Few years ago, in magazine, paper, T.V. talk show I heard everywhere hot discussion about a fiction titled as  ‘Monologue of  Vagina”. I winced to hear the title. May be theme of the book was not bad, something biological.  But the title? Perhaps the title did not help to earn much financial fortune. Otherwise second volume
 would  have been published as ‘dialogue between v--and p’-  targeting to a plethora of talk-shows!
In our time the biology teacher explained the biological term while explaining the cause of women’s monthly period,as ‘weeping of the ovary.’ There was art of literature even in medical terms.
Literature is loosing aesthetic beauty because public accept it. Nobody raise his voice against i
Near Time-square for shoe advertisement of famous company, I saw with surprise photos of three completely nude beautiful young girls, as huge as building, standing in such a way like creepers, keeping almost invisible the private parts of body. While in appreciation of the photographer, I looked amazingly at the picture, I noticed painful expression in the eyes of those young faces. Those eyes reminded me the contempt in the eyes of the  unseen, helpless  slaves in Roman age  against the brutal torture of their cruel masters. I asked sadly to my daughter,’ What is the purpose of this  huge nude picture?’
         “ It is for the ad of shoes and not for dresses, dear mom!’
 Then my eyes followed the long legs resembling stems to notice three pairs of shoes in their feet.
   ‘But, I think all but the shoes will be noticed. People’s eyes have rare chance to reach down to their feet.’
  I felt so sad; their painful look touched my heart;… perhaps those girls signed up with the company  for huge money, to meet up  for  student loan or family burden
without least knowledge  of  the  incomprehensible sacrifice   (bereft of womanlihood) they had to do.
                              Or, may be I am wrong, backdated and pessimistic!